Crimea and I
My “commentary” on today’s news: Crimean war and rumours.
Krim i Moi
2 March, 2014
I’m scared. Again.
Not as usual, but again.
I want to write “September 1, 1939,”
but really don’t even want to think that.
I’d like to hold a candle to Auden,
but not sit in some dive reflecting
on a newish, dishonest jackbooted cybersnooping
Hellfire droning millennium.
Do Putin’s crewcut minions wear jackboots? Overcoats?
(Gogol’s usually there when you need him.)
Does it matter that I’m Jewish
and haven’t made a minyan since before
our Iraq war.
I sit in a dive my own dining room.
On the table, by tart coincidence:
Inferno…1939-1945 (My dad was there,
barely got singed, unlike mom’s family — ashes.)
The Collapse of Complex Societies (Do we have time
to fall apart, for global anaphylactic carbon, or will it be
we dinosaurs, monster asteroid, Sakharov cocktail?)
and This Is Your Brain on Music ( O tempora! O B-flat sonata,
Oh neuroscience and Mercedes Sosa.)
Munich Potsdam Yalta (There it is: Stalin-Churchill-
Roosevelt in their Black Sea overcoats, Sochi
Olympics just ended another resort. The human race
courting of last resort but for us and our exceptional
President “endangered species” means the middle class.
How quaint. How fatal. An angle
to make the lovely First Lady obtuse.)
Budapest, 1956.
Forgive me e.e. Cummings and Allen Ginsberg.
I presume to sit in a dive with you and Auden
crying in my beer for Wilfred Owen.
Forgive me, my fellow- humans,
one way or another
refried-beans-to-be.
Forgive us our trespasses
as we have forgotten how to forgive
those who have institutionalized
their fear, avarice and violence.
Give us this day our vision within
the translucent scrim of lies.
For if we can forgive the unforgivable,
we may also forgive ourselves
for the fathomless wound we have made
and allowed fashionable in our name.
Amen. God freaking damn.
World without end
or otherwise.